Tuesday, May 20, 2008

It's funny how a day can start out so well, and change in the blink of an eye. There I was, talking to my best friend and we started talking about marriage. Not to each other, just in general. I should have known to stay away from that subject with him, but it never seemed like a problem before. We could always talk about anything.... Before.

I can't believe he said it but he did. My whole world turned upside-down. I couldn't move. I think for a full minute. It seemed that long, anyway. My fingers were all resting on the proper keys, but had nothing to type. I zoned out. All I could hear was my own heartbeat. Why would he say something like that? I thought I knew him. Not fully, but at least to SOME extent. Has he really changed that much?

My eyes welled up. Who was I talking to? What just happened? My thoughts were racing as fast as my heart. The warm tears slid down my face as I tried to regain focus. From the things he was saying, it hadn't even phazed him.

Fine. Maybe it's just me.

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